This is an odd but accurate title that I chose for this post… This is not for all humans, I don’t know everyone, but I feel its applicable to right now…
I met my friend Ammon a while back, we were in the same training class for work about 3 years ago. After getting out of training and ending up on the same Technical Support team we became good friends, met a lot of great people as well on that team. Ammon is a great person, quiet and seemingly shy until he gets comfortable with ya, then it’s quite apparent he’s not all that quiet anymore. Brilliant with code and computer things (I am envious of his skills, he creates where I reverse engineer and tweak).
Last week, he admitted he was envious of me. I quickly went retarded and the conversation was sidetracked then we went out to lunch, yay for BBQ! It wasn’t until I read his blog that confirmed what he was envious of.
The human condition is truly strange… we envy what we don’t have, what we could have, what we could have had, what we think we want to have, and what we really don’t want to have but still think we do. Life is going very well for the wife and I, we are in the best position we’ve ever been in, yet struggles are still there, challenges are still there. As a whole we are well, even though minute to minute it seems to be ever changing things are good… yet I still find myself envying people for all sorts of different reasons, some valid, some childish, some simply because I have come to a conclusion that is far different than the actual reality.
I envy Ammon for the man he is despite the challenges he has encountered, overcame, and is still working on overcoming. I respect him for the same reasons, many people would have given in and let go a long time ago. I’m glad I have him as a friend and hope I can be as good of a friend as he is for me. The wife and I enjoy his company, despite the fact Anubis now smells everyones breath because of him.
You need to come over for BBQ!
-Paul
*He is the reason I have my websites and working code.